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CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG BUT IS IT TRUE THAT A GUY HAVE TO FORK OUT MONEY THEN PEOPLE WILL SEE HIM MORE 'MAN' .. if you get what i mean... WHAT MATTERS MOST IS HOW HE TREATS YOU.. IT IS NOT BY HOW MUCH HE CAN SUPPORT YOU WITH MONEY. I HAVE SEEN WHERE THE GUY GIVE MONEY BUT WHENEVER THEY ARGUE, IT IS ALSO ABOUT MONEY AND ON TOP OF THAT, HE LAYS HIS HANDS ALSO.. SO WHAT'S THE PURPOSE!

all this while, whenever he comes to our family gathering, he 'salam' everyone what!!! just bcoz of one tiny incident where he never 'salam' someone, u say he got no respect for the elderly!! wat the hell.. as days goes by, more and more nonsensical reasons you come up with to put him down. well, do whatever you want lah k.. i just want to say that he and i do not need any approval from you. we are free to be ourselves and if ppl want to say anything, it's their problem. not ours. i dun care about face value coz we know we did nothing to be ashamed of..

DAMN IT!

hey hey.. i have been missing from my blog for so long.. haiya.. busy and lazy to update lah.. well, now i am feeling very down and have nothing to do since only the Olympics is on TV so here i am updating my blog and pouring out feelings. :P

things have not been very smooth for me and my dearest. i dunno why but my mom is always the issue. he is affected by what my mom says. my mom doesn't need to say anything but he and i know that she thinks he is not good enuff for me. FYI, i dun need a big house or rich husband.. having all that doesn't mean life will be happy. my family has a big house but not happy. always fighting over money lah, house cleanliness lah, parental quarrels lah!! argh!!!!!! all i want to say is that I will be the one who will be marrying him and i know whether he is good for me! i love him and he is true to me and has never laid his hands on me and is very patient with me! whenver i inform her that i will be coming home late, she will ask me who i am with? wat a stupid question. of coz with my fiancee lahh. but the moment i say i am with him, she will reply to me very unhappily saying so many things about marriage lah, going out too much lah.. i just dun understand! she dun want me to go out every day, so my dear and i meet only on alternate days but even on the alternate days, i dun go home late! wat the hell she wants from me!

haiz.. lazy to talk more lah. i just can't wait to turn 21 years old. for the past year 20 years of my life, it has been all about her controlling me. somebody pls let her know that controlling me isn't gonna help at all. in fact, it will only make more rebellious. ha! even my youngest sister farah agrees with me on that fact!

ok lah... gtg.. i wanna take the stress of me! listening to The Muttons on 987FM really helps!!

BYe!